You could say that Project 52 found me right in the middle of a ‘messy moment’ in my life! On the 23rd of November 2016 I celebrated a birthday that really made me reflect on my life in a profound and powerful way. You see I hit ’52’; which I was quite happy to do as I’m always grateful for another year here on planet earth. But this year had been a particularly challenging one for me and my health had started to reflect this in a way that I could no longer ignore. So I started to dig around in my life and see where I wasn’t being true to myself.
I didn’t like what I found!
You see I’m a teacher of Conscious Living, of happiness, of connection and all I could find was my own LACK of these things!
Luckily I’m not a big fan of ‘beating myself up with a big stick’ so I pulled a big blanket of self compassion tight around my shoulders and asked myself (my truest, highest, greatest SELF) what I was going to do about it.
And then the thought hit me!
There are 52 weeks in the year.
I teach about Conscious Happiness.
I am the founder of a company that provides Happiness Experiments.
I am the creator of Joy Shots.
I can consciously PRACTICE one BIG happiness experiment for one week for the whole of the next year.
My realisation was profound, my company is called The Big Happiness Experiment and my life was so small in so many ways.
It was time to BIG my life up, rev it up, amp up the volume and get my vibration bigger, bolder and better than ever before!
So that’s my project- ME.
I’ve spent the last few years with my ‘eye off the ball’, I’ve been focusing my energy on everyhing outside of me and then trying to manage and control from that place instead of focusing on the BIG me – the inner me.